So. After reading this I thought there may be another try to start blogging and leaving all the futile attempts from the past where they belong: in the past. Don't bother looking or asking, it's all deleted and not even The Big G or the internet archive seem to have some bits of it left. I don't regret that. Most of it has been pressure driven anyway and I guess I have evolved a bit in the past years.
I don't expect anything, maybe this will be the first and last post. If not you are about to experience more technical stuff vs. the whiney feeling shit I used to write. Still bear in mind the title as the content may vary greatly.